I am definitely getting out of school rather late compared to what I've been seeing around dA, we get out the 10th I don't know how many more end of the year projects I can take before I rip my blond out haha..

I've been struck with something really tough to deal with, and I wanna thank you guys for being so friendly the short time I've been here. I'm not sure whether or not to be relieved or worried. My mom recently has been told from a cancer specialist there is a chance she has breast cancer. She got the results of the tests and the results were the spot isn't big enough to be anything to worry about. My mom isn't really satisfied with a answer like that so she is getting tested again to make sure. Yes, i am relieved that it could've been worse but i am still so worried about her, me and my mom don't have the closest relationship and we fight alot but no matter what she will always be my mom and I love her more than anything and I can't help but be worried. In the past a old best friend of mines mom had melanoma cancer. This is the worst skin cancer you can be diagnosed with, but hers started out like how my mom and it was 'just a spot' 'nothing to worry about' but later on after a checkup she was told she was wrongly diagnosed and really she had cancer and the spot had grown far to big. It was to late to just remove it. And for months she spent away from her family in another state fighting for her life. Two years ago on July 3rd her mother passed away. I don't want this to happen to anyone, let alone my mom. I was a witness to what cancer can do to a family its sad to think this happens on a everyday basis..although I feel as if I am totally overreacting, I can't help it i am terrified of the idea of cancer scares me alot. It helps my mom is getting tested more and isn't with regular doctors but instead with cancer specialists but the fear is always going to be there. My heart goes out to all of you that have been touched by cancer at some point in your life